You know that point in life where all the sudden there is so much in front of you? It is like standing at the bottom of a mountain knowing that you have to climb it. You know that it is gonna be hard, cold, hot all of the emotions involved with climbing a mountain. I don’t know if I am the right person to use this analogy because if you know me you know that I don’t climb much of anything. Perhaps a better analogy would be walking across campus to class. You know it is going to be a long walk but you have to do it.
That is what I am feeling right now. I have that feeling that there is so much stuff in the next couple of weeks. I keep wanting to start but I just can’t. My second semester of my sophomore year is coming to a close and I find it so hard to grasp.
I am going to try to write in here. I have started so many blogs without finishing them and I really want to try to keep this one going, at least till the end of the semester. I don’t want this year to be over and forget everything.
Today was a good day. My first relaxing day of vacation brought a unexpected surprise! A internship! I thought I had one but now it is offical! I am really excited for it. It also means that my life isn’t going to stop. I have become a person of very little downtime and I find it very hard to go back once I have that life. I want to relax but the wheels in my head keep going because there is allways something to do.